When I read the section of Toni Morrison's Novel Beloved, It was so heart felt to know that the one thing she did remember was the taking of her milk in the barn. She was rapped and helpless. She talked about this with Paul D as a confidant. This was something that bothered Sethe in contrast to being a slave, runaway then free.Then I get confused, I understood why she killed her child, so she wont have to endure the pain of being a slave, Sethe didn't want her baby to encounter the life of a slave. Was this baby her husbands or was it someone who rapped her before in Home Sweet Home? What grasped my attention was how later in the story Paul D brought the traumatic subject up once more, but without leaving details. Sethe was concerned and always wondered why her husband Halle left her and her children, She didn't know if he was dead alive free, or hiding somewhere, she wondered and Paul D knew of this. Until he reminded the her of the time when they took her milk, he then told her that her husband was basically there up top, he was in shock and he just lost it! Sethe was in awe to know that he was there and couldn't help, Paul D defended her by using his interpretation of what a man can and cannit do all the time to save oneself. And stated that a man cant always help basically, that a man is only one. He then he would say
Nakisha Thompson
English 4 DA 01
To Be-Loved #1 Short paper
The last two pages where very intriguing. It was something that I had to read several times to actually feel comfortable with giving my interpretation. So here we go.... What Toni Morrison is trying to say is that Beloved, a very deep story: a story that should not be passed on, if so, the actual words and events that happened in 124 can get twisted and the tale would not be the same. For example , when I was younger, I seen the movie Beloved with my mom, I had so many questions then, and after reading the book, all my questions are answered in more detail. Parts in the movie were left out,, thats why the story is not to be passed on until your read the actual source. They say “Read the Book first, don't watch the movie” or “you should read the book if you seen the movie”. Thats with every movie that also has a book. i.e Malcolm X, The Colored Purple and various other novelty books. The Book is always the true interpretation of the actual story. Therefore if you hadn't read the book first dnt add in anything extra, if you're going to tell the story tell it right but most of all the story Beloved is something too difficult to pass on, so I feel the onlookers should read the story themselves in order to receive the true meaning, and not what you heard.
When Tony quotes “There is a loneliness that can be rocked . Arms crossed knees drawn up; holding holding on,this motion”. There is this one type of loneliness that can be rocked, something like holding bracing yourself using a rocking motion. holding on tight to your loneliness. Consoling the physical presence of loneliness.“Then there is a loneliness that roams. No rocking can hold it down”. The Spiritual loneliness. Beloved was the loneliness that roamed around looking to be loved. In the spiritual world some spirits are not at rest and their lonely souls roam the place they only knew, looking to be loved. So beloved found her way out of loneliness in the darkness with the dead to be loved by Sethe. Denver asked “What did you come back for?” beloved smiled “To see her face.” “ma’am? Sethe?” “yes Sethe.” (88) Beloved waiting day and night until she finally got out of the darkness to return to Sethe. Beloved was a lonely lost soul that no rocking can console her, only the love of her mother Sethe, who she roamed to her loneliness to find again only in torment and revenge.
It was not a story to pass on, They forgot her like a bad dream, After they made up their tales, shaped and decorated them. By this time they forgot her because the story never would turn out the truth, things were probably fabricated, and elongated. It took longer for those who had spoken to her, lived with her, fallen in love with her, to forget, until they realize they couldn’t remember or repeat a single thing that she said, and began to believe that. So in the end they forgot her too”. Sethe Denver and Paul D were closest to Beloved. I dont know if beloved erased their memory or if they’ve listened to so many different stories that they started to believe it and lost the real meaning of what Beloved was trying to say. Or merely they didn't want to commemorate. “Remembering seemed unwise. Being a slave had enough pain in their memory that they never wanted to reminisce the past.” (301). Especially if the evil turned spirit named Beloved that had such a grudge. “ Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof,’ “The future was sunset; the past something to leave behind” (302) No one wants to avert the Evil that beloved was. This was not a story to pass on... This story is not a story to pass on... This story is the story of the life of a runaway slave, that should not be forgotten, and our ancestors whom all have suffered and tried to forget. But We should not forget the turmoil and pain the endured for this was not that long ago we need to remember for them. Let us not forget the slaves who were runaways, let us not forget the rape the cries of the suffering babies born into slavery along with pain and most of all the loneliness to be loved freely. Seethe did not want to reminisce on the fact of what she did let alone that beloved had returned stronger and wanted to be loved. that
Halle Lost it after that, and it wasn't sethe who ran him away it was at he incident he witnessed that happened to his wife. Sethe thought it was something about her her husband did not like. But Paul D would say no it was what happened that day when your link was stolen. He then later mentioned that he saw him and that he wasn't dead. I can imagine how sethe felt, but i cant say I know how she feels knowing that here this man that she rekindled the flame with knew all along why her husband had left and that he witnessed the whole thing. When he said he saw Halle he was smashing butter all over his face basically out of it. He couldn't bear knowing that he didn't saw anything and Sethe didn't either. Did the witnessing of his wife getting raped and the only source of food for their baby was stolen from her breast make him loose his consciousness and his manhood. This is why he left, that did something to Halle, he couldn't deal so he dealt with it another way.
Halle Lost it after that, and it wasn't sethe who ran him away it was at he incident he witnessed that happened to his wife. Sethe thought it was something about her her husband did not like. But Paul D would say no it was what happened that day when your link was stolen. He then later mentioned that he saw him and that he wasn't dead. I can imagine how sethe felt, but i cant say I know how she feels knowing that here this man that she rekindled the flame with knew all along why her husband had left and that he witnessed the whole thing. When he said he saw Halle he was smashing butter all over his face basically out of it. He couldn't bear knowing that he didn't saw anything and Sethe didn't either. Did the witnessing of his wife getting raped and the only source of food for their baby was stolen from her breast make him loose his consciousness and his manhood. This is why he left, that did something to Halle, he couldn't deal so he dealt with it another way.